I’ll talk about it

sleeps schedule is all fucked. They tell me I looked stressed, guess the restless nights are beginning to show on my face. everything is really good you know, painful, but in that masochistic way. I'm deriving pleasure from my agony. Ayy... I say "I don't really give a fuck" sometimes out of desperation but truly, [...]

ingenua// mortal coil

creencias que todo va salir bien, que al final todo sale igual o mejor de lo que espero ingenua por ligarme a esta creencia? mas cerca de la meta, mas lejos la siento. ingenua, por no percibir que la posibilidad que mis sueños no se realizaran también existe; por creer tanto en mi, me consume [...]

blank slate

three colors to make a new universe or a world, three colors to make something all yours. spread them, splay them, intermesh the vibrant shades; on your palette exists no mistake. on a blank slate, there exist no rules. it should be forbidden to have someone guide you across the canvas dominate your hand . [...]

narciso (2)

I miss seeing you throw your head back. pleasure, ecstasy. amusement, laughing. I miss you seeing you with your hands behind your head. on the couch while talking to me, nonchalant. standing or kneeling down for me, inspection. laying down completely, when I'm taking you to heaven. Every morning I say a prayer, thanking God [...]