sleeps schedule is all fucked. They tell me I looked stressed, guess the restless nights are beginning to show on my face. everything is really good you know, painful, but in that masochistic way. I'm deriving pleasure from my agony. Ayy... I say "I don't really give a fuck" sometimes out of desperation but truly, [...]
creencias que todo va salir bien, que al final todo sale igual o mejor de lo que espero ingenua por ligarme a esta creencia? mas cerca de la meta, mas lejos la siento. ingenua, por no percibir que la posibilidad que mis sueños no se realizaran también existe; por creer tanto en mi, me consume [...]
I have a few favorite poems that I have cherished over the years, some that I can appreciate at a much deeper level than when I first read them (some I found them at age 13). The poem, "Nocturno a Rosario" by Manuel Acuña, has kept a special place in my heart for years now. [...]
three colors to make a new universe or a world, three colors to make something all yours. spread them, splay them, intermesh the vibrant shades; on your palette exists no mistake. on a blank slate, there exist no rules. it should be forbidden to have someone guide you across the canvas dominate your hand . [...]
kick back your feet, recline. your hands are behind your head. you look up at the ceiling. big deep breathe. exhale who are you sighing for? for yourself, because youre tired of it all for someone who tugs on your heart its those lonely nights that don't make it all worth it but at the [...]
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"She, she says that she loves me She then later says that she hates me, She wakes up happy And the next day she's upset. Complacent, indifferent, Who understands this love? She, she is very beautiful its true. She, she is a mystery I love her with all her defects, For me, everything is perfect [...]
I miss seeing you throw your head back. pleasure, ecstasy. amusement, laughing. I miss you seeing you with your hands behind your head. on the couch while talking to me, nonchalant. standing or kneeling down for me, inspection. laying down completely, when I'm taking you to heaven. Every morning I say a prayer, thanking God [...]