announcement: if anyone would like to Venmo/Cashapp me $80-$100 so I can buy top shelf tomorrow, that would be greattttt... $Missush/@hnl777 01/12 Today was okay, it was really cold so I woke up at 7am only to go back to bed in the next hour. The hardwood floors do a good job of keeping my [...]

in a dream

Every time I listen to boleros, it is as if the strings of the guitar were made of my heart instead of alloy. each melodic strum teasing me; and the languish, the yearning, its passionate lyrics reminiscent of this love with every caress of the strings, and the singer's sincerity; all of it reminds me [...]


Growing pains all throughout March-May, and things are finally settling a bit. I gave myself no break, going hard as ever working and then immediately enrolling in summer courses. Do I regret it? No. Even with COVID, life has not really slowed down or been slightly less stressful. Thanks to my tenacity, and choices from [...]


Un y mil veces, pendejo me ruinas mi vida salte de mi corazon ya no quiero que vivas aquí lamento haberte conocido lamento haber retorcido entre tus brazos no se por que amo sin cesar a hombre que se empeñan a lastimarme, a engañarme y tratarme como quieran me siento como Maria Magdalena, derramando mis [...]

walt whitman

Este es mi diario, de los amores de mi vida y mis mas íntimos deseos. Aspiro poder escribir versos hermosos y impactante, para compartirlos y enseñar que bonito se siente amar y adorar. Yo no quise venir a este mundo, no fue mi decision. Pero al fin al cabo estoy aquí. Creci en tierras calientes, [...]


The summers between us. The age that I am. At times, I wish that I never met you. At times, I wonder what would be of my life now, if you were never in it. I do not want to owe any of my successes to you. We spoke on Father's Day and we saw [...]


tw: DV, nc, rape, abuse B, you are not the gorgeous hunter in the story, but maybe you were in your youth. I am constantly thinking about you, only because I am trying to forget you. H I hate it when a brown or black man leaves his brown or black significant other for a [...]