This ode is to the idea of you, for that is whom I am truly pining for.
Writing in my journal does not suppress the intense emotions and dreams thinking of you brings me.
I juggle between worlds, attempting to find the right words or expressions to describe each emotion that my Heart births for you. For you I created a philosophy;
abstruse, ageless and ancestral definitions of passion and love.
I have gathered for you the most beautiful and desirable of my dreams that I have sowed and reaped by the Spring of my life, tender products of my sweat and blood.
What have you done to deserve this devotion, to deserve My most sincere confessions.
Are you my Achilles heel?
We are opposites, You and I.
You are left, I am right
A logical man, determined to make illogical
I am your Life.
The fire of your loins.
Your sin, your soul.