training

announcement: if anyone would like to Venmo/Cashapp me $80-$100 so I can buy top shelf tomorrow, that would be greattttt... $Missush/@hnl777 01/12 Today was okay, it was really cold so I woke up at 7am only to go back to bed in the next hour. The hardwood floors do a good job of keeping my [...]

Monday, 01/04/21

sorry, not sorry. theres nothing left I want to say to you, theres really nothing left about -us- that should be discussed, you were nice and I won't deny it but its useless to try again. you are better off looking for love elsewhere. amistad es lo unico que te puedo ofrecer. that briefness was [...]

12/25/20

I want to meet your mother, and thank her, for making such a gorgeous and hardworking young man you el machismo transpira en cada cultura im not sorry for making you fall in love with me. Seducing you has been one of my greatest accomplishments You are of a world that I don't understand and [...]

acrophobia

can't believe this is my reality. feels like I won the lottery. I have all the resources I need at the tip of my fingers, I'd be a fool to not take advantage of the best opportunities. Because opportunities, there are plenty and I should allocate my time to the ones that will be the [...]

I’ll talk about it

sleeps schedule is all fucked. They tell me I looked stressed, guess the restless nights are beginning to show on my face. everything is really good you know, painful, but in that masochistic way. I'm deriving pleasure from my agony. Ayy... I say "I don't really give a fuck" sometimes out of desperation but truly, [...]

ingenua// mortal coil

creencias que todo va salir bien, que al final todo sale igual o mejor de lo que espero ingenua por ligarme a esta creencia? mas cerca de la meta, mas lejos la siento. ingenua, por no percibir que la posibilidad que mis sueños no se realizaran también existe; por creer tanto en mi, me consume [...]

the obligation

You'd hate this but you remind me a lot of my friend. You know, the one that called you boring? But I think its a good thing, since she's been my best friend since I was 12. When we were 17 we had a friend break up and became friends again a few years later, [...]