in a dream

Every time I listen to boleros, it is as if the strings of the guitar were made of my heart instead of alloy. each melodic strum teasing me; and the languish, the yearning, its passionate lyrics reminiscent of this love with every caress of the strings, and the singer's sincerity; all of it reminds me [...]

aún suspiro por ti

aún suspiro por ti, para que mentir la verdad ya no me causa pena, ni temor porque mi unico amor eres tu. anoche soñé contigo, eras mío y también de alguien mas. desperte contemplando mi sueño, tratando de interpretarlo y entender lo que me quería decir. creo que ya se acerca nuestro fin. yo ya [...]


"Sortilegio" por Antonio Bandu Enchanting woman, Black magic in your stare, You must have a spell you use to bewitch, Your ribbon lips must have red magic, the moment I kiss them they awake my heart. An enchanting love, that dies as soon as it starts. In my life, you have been the greatest mystery [...]

a little story

I said I would write a story, Not sure if it would be a happy or sad one but I promised I would. Its late at night and I am drinking again. Not sure if its to escape reality or to destress while reading and dissecting articles of our impending economical doom. I keep thinking [...]


No eres santo, ni yo una creyente Pero me encuentro otra noche arrodillada ante ti. Mi fantasia es la siguiente: Estoy a gata por ti, mi manos y rodillas plantadas en el piso liso, frio Mi ojos hacia el piso, tus pies enfrente de mi. Aunque yo nunca te he hecho algún mal; Me pienso [...]


Growing pains all throughout March-May, and things are finally settling a bit. I gave myself no break, going hard as ever working and then immediately enrolling in summer courses. Do I regret it? No. Even with COVID, life has not really slowed down or been slightly less stressful. Thanks to my tenacity, and choices from [...]